The cycle of life doesn’t end

Or I guess, it can’t, for those two.

2020.11.06, by Iseul
Filed under Journal, Personal, Relations

Giovanni—Anatolij—and Ansel fought again. As usual. And they made up, as usual, after exercising together—They literally solve all their relationship problems with consensual violence, as long as they can practice disarming each other I think they can get through anything

Restaurants are opening up again so maybe they can go to that Japanese restaurant in Hollywood that they meant to in February. “We had reservations and everything, we were going to go on their jazz night…” (I doubt it. They both just spent a shipload of money on furniture.) I don’t really know what it’s like. Ansel and I fight a lot but it’s different. I just bitch at him and he bitches back, it’s nice. We’re like an old naggy married couple. They’re… I guess they’re young. Constantly fighting and breaking up and then making up. Politics. How much space will politics take up in Chief’s life? Ansel, after such a disaster of a marriage, finally has the domesticity he was looking for, trying to build—except not really—but it’s enough for him, except it’s not enough, but it has to be.

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